And the van went boom!

Told the dummies at work it was gonna go two months ago....no one listened, as per usual...but what do I know....?

(apart from how an internal combustion engine works and how to work on them and what sounds they should never make?...or how to take a motorcycle apart and put it back together...or....or...OR...GRRRRRRRRRR....)

"I'm just a girl in the world...THAT'S ALL THAT THEY'LL LET ME BE!!!!!"
~Gwen Stefani

Now they want to pour 2300 bucks into a van that is worth maybe 500. Once they are done it will still be a piece of shit with mostly everything else broken or going that way and a new motor. They don't want to fix the sliding door that falls off if you open it......too much money, so let us just climb over the seats to get our stuff out.....they won't fix the a/c....there's nothing wrong with spending ten hours a day in a sweatbox is there? Or going to see clients sweaty and windblown wearing a muscle shirt to cut down on sweat stains? SO professional hahaha!

I feel my brain is revolting on me today.......

It just does not want to be stupid for another day....it does not want to do dumb drone work for one more minute....it wants challenge and reward....it wants to problem solve as it was meant to do, not run around blindly wiping up after the higher ups.

It's tired of rotting in my head as I drive from place to place like a (very) poorly paid trucker.
SO tired.....it wants to make decisions to make things BETTER and more efficient...not twist in knots watching the idiots run things.

Today my brain refuses to go numb and get in the van to go do something a trained dog could do for a piss poor salary and no hope of anything improving.

My brain says NO today......just CAN'T!

This could be a problem......hahaha....

BAD DOG